ALONE IN HEAVEN: ATANOR MC
ATANOR appeared in 2002 on cassette only. It is the hermetic
soundscape, a document of introspective alchemyst's transformation, a
night-diary from oratorium. for full track listing and lyrics, go here.
ALONE IN HEAVEN: SUPREMATEMATIKA MC 2004.
released on tape around the 10th anniversary of founding Alone. minimalistic
suprematistic recordings, almost entirely without substance. based on the
number 15. figure on the cover was done by DANIJEL SAVOVIC. only 15 copies,
not for sale. for full track listing, go here.
UNEXISTENCE & ALONE IN HEAVEN: ZDANJE CD3",
minimalna izdanja
a split mini disc released 2006. containing tracks 'S.O.S.' and 'ZDANJE'
by ALONE IN HEAVEN and three tracks by
UNEXISTENCE plus
video for ALONE IN HEAVEN's 'ZDANJE' created by UNEXISTENCE. cover illustration by n. vitkovic.
ALONE IN HEAVEN: VISIJA MC 2011.
full length instrumental album of pre-industrial electronic
sound[noise]scapes. a collection of national anthems of VISIJA, at the
peak of its spiritual and technological renaissance.
for full track
listing, extensive liner notes and MP3 samples, go here.
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ALONE IN HEAVEN: "UNTITLED / AZOT" CDr 2011
a double EP with glossy colour booklet, released on prestigious micro label 0.5 in croatia.
more information and tracklist here.
buy CD-r / hear MP3 here.
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ALONE IN HEAVEN: "POSLEDNJA MUZIKA"
single
sided cassette album, limited edition of 55 physically modified copies
which can be played only once, handmade packaging, released by No
Basement Is Deep Enough #31. more details here.
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ALONE IN HEAVEN & MAGMA TRAKT: "ZARDOZ"
limited edition tape [80 copies] & digital release on SEASTATE
44+
minutes long synthetic sci fi symphony with a pseudo scientific lecture
/ sermon about the entity and cult of ZARDOZ. inspired by a vague,
sketchy memory of a few scenes from a movie of the same name i saw
decades ago as a child. tape edition contains a 31+ minutes long bonus
track.
more info and lyrics are here
promo video is here.
stream the album and get your copy here.
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the first public ALONE IN HEAVEN's performance took place at planetarium in belgrade, december 2002 [star date 2.452.622].
under mismanipulated projections of the starsky and audiovisual
stimulation by advanced vitebsk laboratoratory's technology, the
scientific and artistic underground elite of belgrade and arandelovac
contributed their senses for 90 minutes to teleopathic communication
with lost astronaut Stanojevic on its way to mythic oval. mission
successfully accomplished.
the second public demonstration of ALONE IN HEAVEN happened in
collaboration with great serbian painter DANIJEL SAVOVIC, at monumental
TELEOPTIC technological and scientific complex in zemun, spring 2003.
technologic elimination of obsolete matter from form. this was one of
the first acts of "high art of new age". however, mission was only
half-acomplished. project is still in progress.
the third public demonstration of ALONE IN HEAVEN was in october 2012
in KC REX, belgrade, in a form of video work 'uvodno' and 1st public
demonstration of POSLEDNJA MUZIKA album, on an exhibition of ZAVOD ZA
ISTRAŽIVANJE entitled REČ SLIKA ZVUK.
the fourth public appearance of ALONE IN HEAVEN was on TOPLOTNA SMRT
SVEMIRA event in planetarium in belgrade, december 2013, hosted by NEMA
TOG PODRUMA and NAUK, in a form of short video, along the performances
of -MRTVI-, POSLEDNJI and UNEXISTENCE.
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track list from VODILJA:
1. Amnesia
2. Mantra Triviada
3. Oval
4. Hypnos
5. Continuum
6. End of Time
7. Oval 2
8. Placenta
9. Absolute Falling
10. Will we ever meet again? 1&2
track list from ATANOR:
1. Hopeles waiting
2. Alpha-Maria
3. Sky is wall
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9. The Corner
10.
11.
12.Cold love
13.
14.
15.
16. Sveca se gasi
+ bonus track: Hermeticki trijumf
track list from SUPREMATEMATIKA:
A N T I M A T E R I A L I
S M
A N T R O P O M O R P H I U M
E C T O P L A S M A C H I N E
P A R A B N O R M A L N O S T
P A R A P S Y C H O D E L I A
S U P R E M A T E M A T I K A
M A T R I A R H E T I P O V I
I N T E L L E C T R O N I C A
D E K A D E N T R O P I J A T
M O N A R H I T E K S T U R E
M O N U M E N T A L I T E T I
D I S D I S C O N T I N U U M
P E T N A E S T H É T I Q U E
U N I V E N E R O L O G I K A
L O V E C R A F T W E R K E R
selected lyrics
AMNESIA
[written as an epilog for Kirlian Camera's ERINNERUNG]
only colours / one colour only, smiling at me / one little smile is
enough for one little eternity / no more traces of sickness / no trace
of conciousness and no past / no outside, neither inside / my closed
eyes are somewhere far away from reach / sweet dreamless void of deep
alien coma / if... if I forget you... promise you won't forget me
[ostaje samo beznade]
MANTRA TRIVIADA
[mixture of Slobodan Tisma's poems from his beautifull book Marinisms.]
Pljujem iz oba oka sa grimizne visine, provodim poslepodne slep na
zlatnom povetarcu... Pogledavsi ujutro sa prozora pucinu, samo beli
sum, nigde ni traga od vode... More je purpurno, more je crno - plavo,
more je ruzicasto, preokrene se voda... Crveno kao plavo, plavo kao
zeleno, zeleno kao belo, belo kao belo kao
OVAL
Abstract form without time, colours, shape, dimensions, quantity and
quality, like an abstract thought of its experiancing, calls us to
enter. There is seven of us, excluding Fear and Amnesia, those scars of
dead souls and us. We’re surrounded by spheres with no answers and
questions, world out of Reasonable. We float, and we wait. They all
enter, so shall we, when the doors open. But the doors are not in it -
doors are here, in ourselves, inside, in our hearts. We must kill them
and freeze them to make them hard enough. Then, they will open like
roses in the greatest blooming day of a year, and poison themselves
with aether of coldness and abstract Evil.
END OF TIME
[Final countdown, voices of time, J.G. Ballard]
Like waiting to hit the bottom of endless Chasm... That's how now I
feel... Counting last seconds of time.Waking senses, feeling but
understanding nothing. What is this? God’s EEG analyses or his kharma
preparing for the next transformation? However, we’re below 20.000 and
I am here alone without you. Counting last seconds of time. Ultimate
loss of memory... I’m afraid! Like this ending is neverending...
counting last seconds... of everything. Now, as I’m about to solve all
riddles of existance, I miss the time of uncertainity... If you hear me
please come before the last thousand, before it’s too late to recall
your face... or at least come before last hundred to watch the
imploding of galaxy.. or before 30...or 10... please, come before last
10 to say goodbye... or before 0, before we die.
OVAL 2
[same as OVAL but on serbian]
Apstraktna forma, bez vremena, boja, oblika, dimenzija, kakvoce i
imena, kao apstraktna misao o njenoj spoznaji, zove nas da udemo. Ima
nas sedmoro, ne racunajuci strah i amneziju, oziljke mrtvih dusa, i
nas. Okruzuju nas sfere bez odgovora i pitanja - svet izvan
razloznosti. Lebdimo i cekamo. Svi oni ulaze - uci cemo i mi kada se
vrata otvore. Ali vrata nisu u njemu, vrata su tu, u nama, unutra, u
nasim srcima. Moramo ih ubiti, ohladiti i zalediti da bi bila dovoljno
jaka. Tada, ona ce se otvoriti, poput bokora u naj cvetnijem danu
godine, i trovati se eterom hladnoce i apstraktnog zla.
PLACENTA
Just like Space, Everything has inclinations for spreading... but not
me, neither should you. The World is not quite best world for
inhabiting. Cut off your senses, smells and memories, and cut off your
body and forget it. One molecule of soul is enough to create in it
better universe. Something between The Womb, Hanging Gardens, Serdab,
Net of underground channels, Cradle, Gallery, Holy Ground, Water, Sky,
Air, Metal, Glass and Ice, Virtual reality, Hermit's cave, Space
capsule... Lasting is meaningless, importance of a spot is in it's
being - it has no dimensions.
ABSOLUTE FALLING
[Motionless and emotionless joy of melting into sound, remix of cyberfart's MMC classic]
Goodbye, stranger, I've never felt so alone... Goodbye my very elusive
stranger, I was your and you were my VERY DEEPEST FEAR! And what if I
realise that there is no waking from this Dream? And if this black hole
is what you call "the sun", I'll just follow the stream... I'll just
follow the stream... I'll just follow the stream... I'll just follow
the stream... MMC! MMC!
WILL WE EVER MEET AGAIN? 2
[Polar night falls...]
Cujem otvaranje vrata, ali vidim da su zatvorena. Vreme ne prolazi.
Zamisljam poznati dodir tvoje plave aure... Osecam kako me Zemlja vuce
k'sebi i pada polarna noc u sobi broj 19. Dobrodosla si u svitanje.
Dobrodosla si u sumrak. Dobrodosla si u ponoc. Will we ever meet again?
WILL WE EVER MEET AGAIN? 2 [translated]
I hear opening of the door, but see them closed. Time stands still.
Imagining the familiar touch of your blue aura... I feel Earth dragging
me down and polar noght is falling in the room number 19. You are
wellcome in dawn. You are wellcome in twilight. You are wellcome at
midnight. Will we ever meet again?
ALPHA-MARIA
ostalo mi je jos devedeset pet galaksija do kraja
i ne verujem da cu ostati budan.
jos uvek iz galaksije paucine odjekuje
gresna energija u melodiji tog bica.
zasto me progoni?
kakvo je to novo svetlo na rubu ekrana?
kao zla zvezda, kao enigma,
javlja mi se
ALPHA-MARIA
sve u mom domu, ukljucujuci mene, je opustoseno.
sve na mom brodu, ukljucujuci prozore, je okruglo.
u dvadeset casova i tri minuta
kroz okrugli prozor vidim Juno
i shvatam da je mapa lagala.
jedno je sigurno: drugog izlaza nema
i ako je potrebno znati kuda me on vodi,
dve su reci dovoljne
ALPHA-MARIA
6.
tkanje prostora, bezbojno i, samim tim, neobjasnjivo. ali kako mogu
osetiti bezgranicni uzas cija zapremina premasuje zapreminu moje duse?
mozda ako bih oslobodio deo duse koji delim sa tobom. mrznja: samoca.
samoca. i opet, prostor ostaje izvan moje sfere. mozda je ipak strah
najdublji drhtaj koji potresa ovu tanku strunu duha. i zato, strah,
strah, strah. i opet ostajem prazan u svom slepilu. izgleda da je moja
ljubav bila samo deo straha od tebe [for without you i, was lost].
[pusto, pusto, pusto mi je sve / nema / nema moje jelene / dodi / dodi
lena jelena / ti si moju mladost uzela]
THE CORNER
siguran u sebe, siguran, cekam, merim. prvi put sam poceo sa obicnim
antenama i antenskim kablovima. slika koju sam dobio bila je u loopu.
slucajno sam otkrio da sa gvozdenim predmetima mogu uhvatiti
fokusiranije slike. jos uvek nisam pokusavao da izdvojim zvuk iz bele
buke. tek sa velikim cilindrom iz bojlera sam slucajno uhvatio pravi
signal. nisam raumeo o cemu govori. tada jos uvek nisam znao da signal
nije emitovan da bi bio protumacen, ali posle nedelju dana, neke stvari
su mi bile jasnije. ne slike, brojevi, lica, mrlje, frekvencije i
waveformovi astroplazme koju sam belezio, nego cinjenice o njihovom
postojanju i cinjenice o postajanju svih ovih, ostalih stvari. nabavio
sam kamion opreme. nista hi-tech, u glavnom stara vojna oprema za
prisluskivanje. sa satelitskim tanjirima napravio sam jako osetljive
instrumente. tada sam otkrio gde je signal najjaci, po sivim coskovima
sivih soba u sivim kucama... makrokosmosi u paucini. frekvencije cije
amplitude traju danima... ali waveform je delikatan. ponekad, fizicki
zvukovi uguse talase i imam stalno problema sa opremom. ali siguran sam
u sebe i ne odustajem. cekam i belezim sve, trudim se da jos izostrim
signal jer ovo je, po mom proracunu, manje od 5% punog signala. probacu
sa nekim legurama u sklopu antene...
SVECA SE GASI
lost, anywhere
maybe in the moon's magnesium mines
behind the closed eyes
behind the closed eyes
the oval secret sleeps
in the interrior of the face
in superior dreams
in superior dreams
the oval is asleep
the oval is asleep
the oval is asleep
after shutting down the sleep
and returning into darkness
beyond the closed eyes
beyond the closed eyes
forgetting all that was
forgetting all that is
and all that could ever be
and all that could ever be
nothing could ever be
except
nothing could ever be
except
nothing could ever be
except
nothing
the last focus of glowing
surrounded by the nothing
it's the trace of candle, fading
trace of candle, fading
shy, glowing red,
than growing faint and dead
a trace of candle fading
and than it fades away
